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YTuesday, September 30, 2008

Yo,let's share about a guidance that i learn from the Creative Life...
"Everyone experiences hardships and problems. One might even go so far as to say that the entire human race is caught up in a continual cycle of suffering. Faith allows us to surmount a mountain of suffering,fulfil our desires,and open the fertile plains of a secure and peaceful life. When you continue to chant,whether you are in pain or joy,you will open up a great road to indestructive happiness".

After working in this society, indeed i learn a lot of experience and things that i may encounter it before... SOmetime it's hard to get along with some ppl when their working styles were different from us and also we need to respect each other which means no need to be so mean to putting hard a ppl in a tense condition while keep saying the mistake that made by them... SOmetime the worst part was some ppl only good in talking but the way of finish their work were totally terrible:X I learn a lesson that never to be so mean toward ppl if they really got no time to finish their own task or did some mistake,i rather appreciated ppl admit their mistake bravely but not to push all the blame to unrealted ppl instead... I hate that kind of ppl!!Lack of responsibility!! Especailly those whom trying to find a ppl to cover up their mistake that they made,they were so terrible lor!!=(

Luckily i got sensei guidance accompany me,or else i think i would be lack of encouragement and motivation liao.I found a guidance which was very useful for those whom likes to angry for minor things...
"Anger is fundamentally an arrogant state of life.People in the state of anger are attached to the illusory assumption that they are better than others and direct their energy toward sustaining and enhancing this image.To ensure that others think of them in similarly glowing terms,they can never reveal their true feelings. Instead,they act obsequiously while a burning desire to surpass all others is their exclusive focus. With their inner feeling and their outward appearance out of accord,they don't speak from the heart. Buddhism teaches that the heart is the most important. Of two people making comparable efforts,the results will differ greatly if one person is motivated by a value that transcends the self-----good,beauty,the well-being of others---while the other is motivated by ego."

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9:37 AM

YMonday, September 29, 2008

Today i was being alone to take case again lor... Thanks for Caren for helping me to give IV meds at early morning today as there's a lot of IV meds needed to be given to pts and furthermore today was monday.Monday always was the busy day:x
And today there's a dr quite funnny lor... Initially i informed him that pt got old meds and asked him to review it... Then he suddenly told me that the 'cai tao kui' tastes very nice... And i was immediately became blurred as i got no idea why he suddenly said likes that lor... I gave him a very blurred look... Then he explained that the pt had been doing family business by selling 'cai tau kui' and it's very famous among singapore... After explaining,finally i understood that why he suddenly said the 'cai tau kui' tastes very nice... Funny siaz. And Jasmines who helped out to type the dx summary also heard what he said just now and she was laughing at him too...:P
I knew that i would start to working alone in one team without having buddy anymore...Being independence!!

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9:09 PM

YSunday, September 28, 2008

At last, two weeks passed by already,couldn't wait for my uncle and her wife come back from china... Think they would be back to s'pore by tomorrow bah...
Today was my first day alone to take the whole team and gave IV meds to pt by myself. Woo,sounded awesome?? Hee...Just kidding lar. Coz last time other staffs used to help junior staffs to give IV meds lor... But good thing was finally i could give IV meds by myself already...
Today i did a very funny thing lor, initially i called my AN Josephine to help me to send pt down to take x-ray...But i didn't know what's wrong with me today and i called her as Rocephine three time while waiting for her to anwer me whether she agreed to help me or not... Then my senior preceptor looked at me with a weird expression by turning back toward me and asked me why i called the AN as Rocephine... I was shocked as i didn't realised i called her as Rocephine( one type of antibiotic,oops!!). -.-" Then i asked her back:"huh,did i said Rocephine instead of Jocephine?" And another AN also verified that i did say Rocephine instead of Josephine... Oops:X
Then everyone whom around in there were laughing at me...Funny sianz!!=) I immediately apologized to the AN lor... Oops,my face was flushed with red color liao!! Haha.

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9:09 PM

YFriday, September 26, 2008

Finnally i bought a laptop today le....Yeah!!
Anyway,just feel sick after back from cck today...Going to sleep now...

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11:43 PM

YTuesday, September 23, 2008

Well,yesterday after work i went out with ah liew and jian li... We went to eat sushi at novena there... Haha,both of them were nice people lor and had fun with them...Yeah!!
Recently many of my ward nurses told me that i was a workaholic... Oops!! Didn't realised that i was the type of people for myself leh...
The most funniest thing that i heard from a SN candra,:"hey,wan lin. Don't be so workaholic lar,later u can't find a bf because u are too busy at work..." And i was laughed out load as it's so funny lor... Hmm,now looking back for myself,i did admit myself was that type of doing my best and to become better and better... Think it's the reason that why they called me workaholic...:x Hee.
But i never told them that i had my own expectation and to improve my work speed as well as improve the medical knowleadge... I just wanted to become better and better....

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6:27 PM

YSunday, September 21, 2008

Today my sister came back from her two weeks annual leave... And i asked her about getting leave to go to genting in the end of oct. And she allowed me to apply leave for that period!! Woo, so happy that i could apply leave as i wanted to have a short break!! Then this morning i immediately asked her to assess me the IV med. Finally i finished my IV checklist today... Feeling so good that next time i could give IV by myself..I wanted to be independence as soon as possible.
My uncle and my aunty both went to china for travel and the home seem likes very quiet... When i went back home i just felt bored,so spent time to read some med-surgical nursing management and the pathophysiology of disease and illness... At least it could kill my time...
There's still had some checklist not completed yet...*Fainted* ~~

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5:24 PM

YFriday, September 19, 2008

What will happend when a dude likes a smart person??

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10:21 AM

YMonday, September 08, 2008

Yo,this's a photo which taken by my bestie,xy lor... Haha

Damn look good of this photo!! Thks gal... Hee

Recently i bought a book which named'the quotable nichiren-words for daily living'...Thanks for his encouragement and it make me feel better... As i have been encountered some problem in work and i feel very frustrated toward XX... At the time i feel very discouragement and also affected by the surrounding ppl... How to describe their action toward me?? Think the most suitable words for them may be likes to bully other ppl and show off their arrogance attitude to other ppl...

Do u know what does Nichiren said on 700 yr ago? Pls see the below words which written by Nichiren=)

"No matter how humble a person may be,if his wisdom is the least bit greater than yours,you should ask him about the meaning of the sutra. But the people in this evil age are so arrogant,prejudiced,and attached to fame and profit that they are afraid that,should they become the disciple of a humble person or try to learn something from him,they will be looked down upon by others. They never rid themelves of this wrong atitude,so they seem to be destined for the evil paths."

"When you look at those of superior capacity,do not disparage yourself.The Buddha's true intention was that no one,even those of inferior capacity,be denied enlightenment. Conversely,when you compare yourself with persons of inferior capacity,do not be arrogant and overproud.Even persons of superior capacity may be excluded from enlightenment if they do not devote themselves wholeheartedly."

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3:10 PM

YFriday, September 05, 2008

our lunch!!

To wait for stop raining while eating.Hee

Crazy

Leave me alone

Xiu Yi

Make a love shape heart=)

don look at us...

boxing

blue fantacy

xiu yi

cheer!!

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5:57 PM

YThursday, September 04, 2008

If there's a angel who protect me in this world,
tell me where is my angel??

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10:30 PM

YWednesday, September 03, 2008

Sometime i felt myself quite emo... May be my charater already likes that lor. Anyway, i still wanna to find a place and cool down my mood before it affect to other people. Had to understand that things wouldn't came out as expected every time and sometime it may be a bit dissapointment when the things didn't come out as what i expected... Never expect too much for other people and also never assume things need to be done as i wished... I no need too many friends and i'm fine without having a bf... If there's a few friends whom understand me and loves me... I didn't mind if i only had a few friends..For the relationship sides,bf only depend on our fate.. No fate with him then it's a 0% of chance to start a relationship...
Sometime i really felt likes wanna go back to kampong and relax for a while...

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3:12 PM